used to
one late night words escaped, unable to be taken back they changed everything a good situation could’ve turned great but … Continue reading used to
Month: January 2020
Is this happy?
I apologize upfront if this is a bit scattered. You’ll understand why. ~ ~ ~ I got a … Continue reading Is this happy?
swipe left
mindless scrolling no type in mind just not THESE types left, left, left, left accidental right, left then a pause … Continue reading swipe left
unfulfilled
every time we meet moments of bliss surrounded by torture mind unable to pull away, daydreaming about a path that … Continue reading unfulfilled
more
the more open and honest I’m becoming with myself the fewer connections I seem to make with others not … Continue reading more
running
a decade spent running from things you don’t want commitment, connection responsibility, honesty until you experience growth and choose to … Continue reading running
suffocate
unable to breathe lack of air, no too much hyperventilating scared anxiety crawling down my body ants a predetermined … Continue reading suffocate
nerves
some might describe it as a defense mechanism and maybe it is but it’s the only way I know to … Continue reading nerves
not enough
you can give someone everything you have things as valuable as time, patience and care and sometimes it’s still not … Continue reading not enough
Quick Update
So a quick update, I’m leaving Boise. At least temporarily. As previously noted, the job search has been more of … Continue reading Quick Update
